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Name: Shawn
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 5/4/1983
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Yeah, I think this thing works pretty well... I am so in love... but trust me, I didn't fall there... I guess you could say I've bear crawled uphill, under barbed wire, in a mine field, in July in death valley, naked to love... worth every second- and if you know anything about me... I am what they like to say... prone to exaggeration... I've been writing a lot down over the last few days... thinking is hard work, I've missed it. Does anyone ever read this thing anyway? I forgot about it. I'm glad that so many people I know are getting married... not to be sadistic, but I wonder if they will all be successful. Honestly, I doubt it, statistically your future could suck. But hey, what do I know. I do know that divorce is never an option for us believers in Christ... well with the rare exception, like uncontrollable flatulence. All joking aside, guys, gals- sure you think you're perfect for each other... yeah right, NOT- it's gonna be FREAKIN hard. But that's ok, you can make it. Just some advice- if you're out there vacillating between 'uhm... i don't know, he really can annoy me' 'man she's hot but such a nag sometimes' think with your heads, i mean the cranial unit. If you're not sure, don't do it. Ok, I have issues. i'm tired. i miss people. So I was looking at videos of Hemorroidal surgeries tonight... that looks painful, dose up on the x-lax kids...

You scored as Loving. You're in the healthiest of all relationships. However, love does not always last forever. The flame may need to be rekindled in time. Be cautious, but not overly cautious of you and your partner's ambitions.

Loving

67%

Possessive

33%

Alone

33%

Forbidden

25%

Desperation

17%

Physical

0%

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Sunday, October 09, 2005




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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I really wonder why I would want to write anything on here at all. The whole concept is self-defeating (in my case). I suppose that... it started raining so i walked around in the street barefoot. I prayed. I needed to do that. I don't believe the rain was ever intended to smash into the hard pavement. rain doesn't smell the same in the city. I am a very scent oriented individual. I miss Nate Shea. I love my girl. O boy, o boy, do i ever. I am very aggravated with myself tonight, or this morning i should say. my plants make me happy. i think i burned a taste bud or two this morning, on the right tip of my tongue. i had the privilege of filling out a response sheet for dr. bookman's theology class... it was more involved than i had anticipated. richard cheese and jack in the crack, moon roof back and black dog. i miss it. k. i can't wait to get a permanant roommate. i have been thinking my brains out. it's almost 4, i can't sleep. too much apprehension. is that a sin. i think it is. God is infinitely better than i can imagine. why do i settle for the table scraps? i'm a moron. i am realizing how much God has worked a miracle in my life. it's amazing. if you know me, make me talk to you, please. i want to, just get distracted. i need to go running, maybe in the morning, like 2 hours! I need to start this paper on the Ten Commandments- 5 pages in 10 font... ouch. I want to be a servant. not like an Israelite in egypt, but like Jesus. I am getting to know Him better. mostly through His grace and forgiveness after my blunders. i need a lot of refining. i think i know myself fairly well. bye for now.


Saturday, August 13, 2005

It is Saturday. If anyone reads this, you probably have not talked to me hardly at all this summer. I have learned. I have grown. School will start soon. I hope I will find myself a changed individual- the grace of God is amazing. I am discovering what it is to love. I think that will be my occupation. I have a favorite person. I'm going to love her for a long time. My brother, Nathan will be coming to campus... he doesn't think he's single, but treat him as such. I have so many exciting things to tell you all, so many important discoveries. My mind is expanding, along with my compassion. I am not confused today. There are many things I do not know, but confusion does not play a role in my unfolding drama. I am excited.
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

seeing God's bigger picture is particullarly difficult this morning. I know this is an immature and selfish response to life. my prayers seem so weak. i wish i had a physical Jesus.



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